I would like to comment on this fact.
I have never. ever ever EVER reached 50 posts, let alone 100 posts. Half of this is due to my wonderful readers to comment, people to talk to me about things, give me ideas of things to post about.
The other half is that my bedtime has gotten later so I have more time :-P lol.
Ok. I'm sorry to be a total debbie downer in this post. but I feel horrible. It'll only be one paragraph, I promise. Hardly got any sleep last night. I nearly fell a sleep twice already during school. Math was evil(no surprise there), my nose kept dripping. And. Um. I think that's it. Oh. Lol. The reason why all of this. is because I have a bad cold. Evil colds.
See that wasn't too bad. Sorry for that. Shouldn't be too depressing on this blog.
One thing that I've been thinking about over the past couple of days...and haven't really had the time to really put it into words yet. I don't have a whole lot of time. But I'll do my best.
Have you ever missed someone/something so horribly much it hurts? Like, wait. Excuse me. *goes and does a vigorous round of the Hokey Pokey. * EVERYONE DANCE! *silence* Oh, *cough* Sorry. Uhhhh. Yeah.
Or you want something, like a dream or something it hurts?
Or you want to live for something/someone (this is relatively obvious, heh heh, of course. We all should want to live for God.) that it hurts?
The first statement has really been bugging me lately. You have no idea. Not the dream one, the one above that. before I randomly started doing the hokey pokey that NO ONE would join in. Bad peoples. I miss the Ponca people so stinkin much.
To All Ponca People:
"You complete me! *forms heart with fingers*"
This is not to say that I have no other friends else where. I do. I have millions of friends that love me, and will smack me aside the head if I mess up. (or hit me with a pencil if I don't pause in a certain place on a certain song. If you are reading this, you know who you are, LOL. I love mentioning this.)
But I have said this before....and since everyone knows that I love to repeat myself and...yeah...uh. Oh, drat. I forgot what it was. Lol...really epic fail.
I need to find out what "epic fail" is in Mandarin. Wouldn't that be AWESOME?!?!?!
OH. I remember. Ha. Ok. Um. People have different sections of friends. For me...there's "Ponca People", "Texas people" (that's...pretty much everyone at church.), "Online people", and "Misc" who are people who live in Texas and in Oklahoma (but...not at the same time. That's confusing.) but the Ponca people and Texas people have a special place. And the online people too, they are very special.
So yeah. Missing people. It hurting really bad. Like, "Seriously, I'm going to cry. I miss these people."
This. is so not going to help my nose at all. It's already runny AND stuffy at the same time. BAD. Ok. that was a bad idea.
But I did it. Yaaay. Now I feel better...ish. Writing a blog post will NOT make up for not being able to see those (there are not enough adjs to describe the Ponca people. So, it's all assumed. )
Ooo, lunch *runs off has bagel, oranges, and sprite* Yes. That was yummy.
So yes, writing a blog post won't be able to make up for not being able to see my awesome more than amazing, like ohmygoodnessImiss/loveyouguys.
Like that.
Phew.
I'm now going to go read Tacitus...and he will not be sympathetic. Alas.
5 comments:
I know what you mean, Grace, about missing people so much it hurts. And I miss people that I've never even met, believe it or not. Which is weird. But that would be you guys, my online friends...to the point where I cry about it, no joke. Which probably sounds pathetic but I don't care, because it's the truth :D
You sound like you need a hug, so here's one :D (((((((((((((((((((hug))))))))))))))))
I love you lots and lots, don't get depressed ok? ((hugs some more)) If you ever need to talk just send me an email!
oops, that's kind of an uneven hug. lol Oh well, you get the picture :D It's a really big one :D
Auuuugggggh!! *wishes she could fly to Houston really really uber badly and give Grace a SMOOOTHERING hug. and some gummy bears*
First of all, CONGRATS on your 100th post!!! Woooot woot! You are THE AWESOMEST knitter blogger person. eeeveeer.
Second of all...I love you, you silly!!! :) You talk about terrible day in the kindest of terms, as if you were sorry for it.
And third of all...which makes now sense...but anyways. As Bre said, I can sympathize with you so very, very much. Last fallish, I was just down in the pits. I felt tired, and wanted to cry basically all the time, and life didn't have any sparkle. Cause I missed you (my friends that are not in Ponca) guys SO STINKIN' MUCH.
But, you such a precious friend. I love you more than a bushel and a peck, and I thank God sooo much for you. <3 <3
And that was very incoherent. I left out a ton of words...and spelled no wrong >.<
Kaley, I love you. Oooh my goodness. Well, I don't want to drag my blog down to the deepest depths of depressingness. Cause that'd be horrible. Then it'd get boring, cause all I'd be doing is ranting about how horrible life is. Which would be really bad, cause life isn't all bad. Just bits, lol. And I love incoherent posts, just btw :-D They make me miss you even more. You have no idea how grateful I am to God for giving me your friendship. I'd be really emo without it, deary.
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